Isn't that like life? We wait and wait for things to be perfect and often miss opportunities. We miss experiences because "we don't have anything to wear." We don't support local events for whatever bogus reason we can pull out of a hat... Meanwhile, time is passing us by. Important connections are missed.
I encourage you to live this life you are given! It is short. I lost my grandmother a couple of weeks ago. That still stings a bit. Even tho we know people don't last forever, it is something that is impossible to just accept. But I trust God. Keep me in your prayers. Love you guys.